So remember that part in my last post where I said I was feeling pretty calm about Emerys upcoming scans-? Well sure enough that feeling has passed and I'm back to my usual anxiety feeling! I honestly can say I am not as worried anymore about the results as I am about how she will act while we're there. It's always either REALLY good, or REALLY bad. Last time was bad, time before that was good. Maybe there's a pattern here. Her AFP levels were normal last time so nothing much to watch there except to hope they still are, and her liver cyst has remained unchanged which is also good. There was a spot on her kidney last time that they said they thought was calcification but we would need to check again this time, so hoping that's still nothing!! Have I mentioned how fast 3 months goes?! Sigh. . . .
Mops is starting up again at my church and I'm really looking forward to it. I missed the first day on Thursday because me and Em both came down with awful colds and I was super bummed. I love Mops. It literally rejuvenates me and makes me feel a little less alone in this whole parenting thing.
Last weekend me and Korb spent the night up camping without the kids and it was so nice! Four wheeling, hanging out, watching my dad get his elk! Me and Korb rarely get an overnighter without both kids and man I forgot how nice it is sometimes! Definitely need to do it more! I just love that guy!
So Until next week- here's to keeping my anxiety low and enjoying all things pumpkin :)
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