His Love Knows No End. . . .

For the last couple of months things have been going pretty great. No major complaints. But for some reason I was finding myself falling into some old habits and on a track that I didn't want to be on. I wish I had a good reason for it. You know some major event to trigger it, or some major stress. Anything. But I didn't.   Poor choices. I was starting to feel like I was falling so far off the path I wanted to be on, that I stopped doing my bible study as much, my prayers were thinning out. After a particularly rough week, I got myself to church yesterdy morning. I sat by myself like usual. After the first song a lady sat down by me and we exchanged a smile. We sang the next song. And then the third song. The song was "Love Knows No End" I was wiping some tears away when I realized she was to. During the whole sermon I remember sitting there with this overwhelming feeling that no matter where I was, had been, or  fallen to. His love knows no end for me. What love is that. Unconditional, forever forgiving, constant. After the sermon our last song was, "From The Inside Out" the first line of this song has been a favorite of mine forever, and couldn't have been more fitting for me yeaterday. "A thousand times I've failed, still your mercy remains and should I stumble again still I'm caught in your grace"  Just perfection. I got up to leave and this lady started talking to me about how much it seemed we both really needed that today. We talked for a bit about the sermon and our struggles and she gave me the biggest hug and we left. I couldn't believe how it was exactly what I needed. I'm amazed how many times things like that happen exactly when I need them. I say I love my church and I do, but what I love more is the peace, comfort, kindness, insight I receive there. I love going into God's word. I love having someone explain it to me in ways that apply to my life. I love that the focus is ALWAYS JESUS. ALWAYS. I am a broken, messy, sinner. Daily. I fail constantly. But my heart continues to strive for Him. And He Continues to remind me- His love knows no end.