We went for Emerys scans on Monday. The day started out early- and she was already fussy and cranky. I knew this appointment was not going to go as smooth as our last one did! I was right! She was so unhappy the whole time. Our tech did the ultrasound and then the radiologist came in to review it with us. He said her liver cyst seems unchanged which is good, and then spent alot of time looking at her right kidney. He then asked us to re-scan her kidneys so he could get more pictures. So back on the table she goes- more upset now then before because she thought she was done haha- poor girl! After a few minutes he came to the conclusion that it looks like a spot/area of calcification on her kidney, but that we will watch it closely. Kind of weird. But we will just watch it and I'm sure it will all be fine. Then we head over to get the blood drawn and as usual she was SUPER ticked. I feel bad because I always make Korb take her in and hold her, it's just to hard for me I hate it! Poor guy. It doesn't take long at all but it's a pretty miserable couple minutes! We got the results today and they were back down so that's good news! All done until September!
Since Shayla has been out of school we have had a really time with each other. I wish I could say we've just had all this fun and loved spending time together, but no. We are SO much alike and we just clash so much. It's a power struggle constantly, and she has always been a highly sensitive child to EVERYTHING. She doesn't handle change well. ( hell neither do I! ) She needs constant attention and entertainment and i cant provide that all day long! We have spent most of our days with arguing, getting in trouble, and lots of tears and frustration on both sides. I'm trying to figure out a way to work on this and hope to make some progress SOON. I end most of my days feeling like a big fat failure momma and I'm sure she feels equally crappy. I love her more than anything we just need to figure out a way to manage all this! It's been a stressful couple of weeks! We have her birthday party on Saturday and I know she's really excited! And then next week we are going boating at Yuba for the weekend! Plenty to keep her busy there :)
Hope all my friends are having a great summer and life is good for you all!
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